content for serious
remember when i said i was content? i was wrong. but now i’m content for serious.
luckily, the girl i fell in love with loves me. and she actually broke up with her boyfriend. we’re dating now, and i’m the happiest i’ve ever been in my life; as is she. i’m more than content because we are perfect. fuck yes.
and merry christmas to you all…. i hope you greedy bastards get all the shit you want, and none of the stuff you need. i hope it makes you happy to have more stuff….. because the people that don’t have the stuff they need are happy for you. you greedy son of a bitch.
twloha
let me just say “twloha” is probably the greatest organization i’ve heard of in a long time. for those of you that don’t know, twloha is an acronym for “To Write Love On Her Arms” and it’s all about hope and love for people who are suicidal and self-mutilate, etc.
The way this organization is a lot different than others is that it’s spread via bands. Many bands are a part of the organization and sport twloha t-shirts. although wearing a shirt may not seem very impactful, this spreads the organization. also, $ from selling the shirts goes to a variety of other organizations that help suicidal/SI people.
www.twloha.com
LOVE is the movement.
content?
and my life is on the everglow. i think i may be content.
girls have come and passed since my last post. i need to get better at posting more often.
i fell in love with a girl with a boyfriend. again. but this time, she was the one who was all about me more than i was all about her. but she just got confused the whole time, played with me, and decided multiple times that she wanted me out of her life, then that she wanted me as hers. most recently, i’m out of her life again and we haven’t exactly spoken in almost two weeks. i’m so over that fucking drama.
today i’ve got a nice ice skating adventure with a friend from camp, and tomorrow i’ll be hanging out with my most recent ex. i’m looking forward to this weekend.
long time no see
hey there. it’s been a while since i’ve posted a blog. here’s your update:
i ended up going to homecoming with that girl i’ve been crushing. unfortunately she pretty much ignored me at the dance and the best time i had that day was when i wasn’t with her. the afterparty was extraordinary though.
i just got back jesus camp, at which i stayed for saturday and that night. it was an amazing experiance because i got to do whatever i wanted because i was a volunteer instead of a camper 
cept now i’m not sure what i want. my life is pretty monotonous right now…. all i do is school and the like. fortunately tomorrow is columbus day so i don’t have to go to school. hopefully some plans will find me for tonight. i kinda want to go on dates, but i’m not really a fan of any girls who are actually possibilities for dates. i guess i’ll just try to get by.
until we meet again,
itsmeinyourglass
so i know this girl
so i know this girl who i’m really interested in. unfortunately she has a boyfriend. unfortunately her boyfriend is a jerk.
and i was hanging out with a friend last night and found out this; (now try to follow, it’s pretty confusing):
the girl i was with, sue, is interested in this boy, tom. but tom’s got a girlfriend, may. now the girl i’m interested in, june,’s boyfriend, jim, has a crush on tom’s girlfriend, may.
so what should happen is i date june, sue dates tom, and jim dates may. then i can have the girl of my dreams.
but ya, like that’s gonna happen
apathy
i feel nothing. please love me. i need someone close. i can not handle not seeing you.
rain
the rain, she’s so beautiful. damn english papers… damn honors classes giving assignments due a month before school starts back up again. damn rain, stop taunting me. maybe i’ll say this is enough to write, it’s only summer work anyway, nothing important. i can always bring up my grade. stupid rain.
thanks.
thanks for not calling when you said you would. again. thanks for making me think you need me when i’m really the one who needs you. i need to be needed. that’s what drives me. why else should i live? i don’t care enough to live for myself. so here i am again, up later than i can justify remembering that you should’ve called me. but didn’t. so thanks a lot.
not.
maybe
maybe this is enough. maybe this is just enough. give me more. please. she is nothing. who is she? no she is. the ones that want me i don’t want. the ones i want don’t want me. but what do i want? who knows?
you’re gay
after seeing ‘i now pronounce you chuck and larry’ last night, it really makes me sad to say that too many people in this world are worried about other people’s business. gays. fuck you if you’re offended at gays. fuck you if you think that you’re better than people who like it in the butt. why should you judge them? you say you’re afraid they’ll try to hit on you… but lets think about it like this: if you’re straight, are you going to hit on every person of the opposite sex? are you going to try to fuck them while they’re not looking? will you be in the ally waiting to rape them? hopefully you answered no. isn’t it the same way with gays and lesbians? they aren’t going to be waiting until you bend over to pick up the soap to rape you. they’re not going to hit on you like you fear. they’re going to act like a friend when you need it. they’re going to be your insight into worlds you’ve never known. unless you act with your sick bigotry and drive them away.
hopefully if you haven’t seen that movie, you will venture out of your safe home and, with an open mind, view a film that attempts to change what has become of the world. see the pain many homosexuals experiance from bigotted bastards like you. and change to a more accepting person you should be.
but if you’re already a tolerant citizen, thank you.
